I woke in the middle of the night… these thoughts running thru my head… I finally had to just get up, go into my office and start to write… where I poured it all out on paper…it was October of 1999… it was a deep heart cry to God…
My heart had always been wanting to know God in a deeper and more intimate way. I was greatly encouraged after my “Epiphany at the Fence” in June of 1999 with His words to me: “Philip, I never asked you to do anything for me… all I ever wanted was a relationship with you.”….
He took that another step further, 4 months later, showing me in a much deeper way what that revelation looked like. It is published here on “Philip’s Musings”… the last item “Psalm”. Perhaps this is your heart’s cry as well. I encourage you to read it.
I believe it is more than just “the first thing I ever wrote”.. I believe it is the most significant thing I ever wrote or will ever write. It is like a diamond that I keep revisiting and see how the Lord has turned it… shown yet another brilliant facet of the diamond…shown me the same truths over and over again, only in a much deeper way.
This is how He works with all of us… constantly growing us, changing us into the image of His Son… I promise you I will never stop asking Him for the next step in His process… His process that never ends. My heart will always cry out for more of Him. I encourage you to cry out to Him as well.