I won’t be hearing about the results of my echo-cardiogram until I see my cardiologist next week on Monday…. it took a long time on the table today… over an hour… just laying there with 4 wires tacked onto my chest and the technician moving her “goopy thingy”  all around on my heart areas… as she sent directions to the computer…  it felt like forever... although I think I survived extra well, because I fell asleep thru half of it….  🙂 

Did also lose another 2 lbs this morning… weighed in at 190… and still more water to lose… almost surreal… that too seems to be taking a long time… to get rid of the water… to take all the meds… eat right… exercise… walking at least a half hour now every day… feeling much much better… even thinking about how there might be some light at the end of the tunnel… you know… right there around the next bend in the road… 🙂

That got my head thinking about how long I spent  learning religion  …  it was a very long, long time… over 30 years… then I guess it shouldn’t be a surprise to me that it took me 10 years to finally  un-learn  all that religious baloney that talks about glorifying God…  but… in actuality glorifies me…  lifts me up with  positions  and  titles  and accomplishments… all of the great and wonderful things I am  doing  for God…

How different now… just enjoying Him… just dealing with what He brings across my path each day…  how simple… not a learning process of any kind… only a process of experiencing His Life in every situation as I watch Him do whatever it is He wants done… almost 10 years of that now.. and maybe He is adding a few more … since He does seem to be  healing me physically… one day at a time….   hmmmmmm…

🙂